watching divine secrets of the yaya sisterhood on HBO now... i want a journal like theirs, its so nice! since the three of us are gonna be sticking together for life we may as well start one while we're still young. =)

anyway, got a headache and a cold cos i slept at 430. was reading da vinci code! wish i'd been hard at work mugging, but the book won out. trying to finish it as fast as i can. find it strange how everyone is suddenly reading it at the same time... i mean the book itself is quite old, so why the craze now? must be through word of mouth la.

oh and talking about journals im getting my autograph bk back soon! so happy. havent read it in 2 years.

fluttered into your heart on Sunday, July 25, 2004 at 10:16 a.m.

hello, the unbelieveable has happened. the myth of invincibility has come crashing down on us in 30 seconds. i wonder what will happen to us all now, if we'll pull through it and feel that spirit again. or maybe a spirit, once broken, stays that way. its really the worst possible way to end your last season in hc. wish i could do something but there's nothing much left.

"the pity of it, Iago, the pity of it!"

fluttered into your heart on Friday, July 16, 2004 at 09:00 p.m.

watched the guys' judo prelims today, we thrashed cjc 5-0. worried bout the guys though, rj's gonna be a toughie next thursday :( haha lester if youre reading this, pls reassure me that you guys will bring the cup back anyway. gals prelims tmr, hope we get a 5-0 score too!! its quite possible la. jiayou gals... realise i really love yitian. haha so les, so biased, but there it is. shes damn funny and sweet, the best capt ever ever ever :)going school tmr just to take attendance and go for pe. silly huh??

i love jazz, i really do. jamie cullum is a sweetheart, he looks like a little boy but his voice is so earnest and unpretentious. want to open a bookshop on the corner of a street and have jazz perfomances and poetry-reading sessions there at night. i dont want to sit for my As, i dont even want to go to university, i dont want i dont want. life after graduation? they talk about dynamic, exciting and challenging jobs in the stat boards but i tell you the dynamism simply entails you being rotated to different depts every 3 months. kicked around like a ball. see where they need their slaves. challenging and exciting, sure. BAHH!!! dont get me wrong, my work attachments in the past have been pretty good (yes i went to a stat board for a few wks). but they really leave me with few illusions. the future just seems so bleak and uninteresting at the present.

ive got my dreams just like you, but no guts to see them through. maybe tonight when i sleep...

fluttered into your heart on Wednesday, July 14, 2004 at 07:31 p.m.

have been getting mysterious, incapacitating headaches. anyway friday aft sch was fun... lunch at marche. where we discussed ******warmers and male-male reproduction (extract dna from the sperm of two highly attractive guys and somehow fertilise one with the other)

jo: why do you want to mate them? dont you want to mate WITH them?

sheryl: ******warmers are made of kangaroo skin!! *very positive*

serene: thought they had little drawstrings so you can pull and tighten around the ******

oh yeah, after screaming at the top of our voices abt ******s, sheryl decides to lower her voice when she's talking abt bras. good job there! ;)

bowling was great too... i promise i will improve my score the next time (not hard seeing it was so err high). shawn, shawn's mum, po, andrew, hongming, petty, KO and kelly all played with us!! lol. oh and i got the cutest pair of bowling shoes cos the shoe guy liked me most!! they were red and brown :) :) :)

next was arcade. i cant play daytona for nuts, but all things considered it was still worth it :) oh and serene almost crushed my ringfinger!! haha we were playing that table game - table hockey?? not sure. she sure is violent for a cat! very clumsy too hahahahahaha. hmm wanna go back to sleep. nite :)

happy birthday pet, shup and mummy

fluttered into your heart on Sunday, July 11, 2004 at 11:04 a.m.

haha.. wah i got so many admirers. i cant find my king lear!!! extremely gek cos mine was nice edition, bought for 5 bucks from mr perry :( :( and i lost my i/c too do you know. losing too many things liao..... sad. someone organise my life for me

fluttered into your heart on Wednesday, July 7, 2004 at 09:23 p.m.

that unnoticed and necessary

yay i have one more holiday- tmr!! cos other j2s still having bio prac, f maths and history. so j1s... eat your hearts out :)

gloating aside, today was lovely. i feel real contented and grounded, like i do after a good meal. got a grip on myself again and thats always a positive thing.

no more euro... sad. one less thing to bitch about eh? :) could have been a better match in many ways, but the crasher was hugely entertaining. bet ppl around the world were cracking up at the same time.

happy birthday serene! gotcha a lovely present. very you.

fluttered into your heart on Monday, July 5, 2004 at 08:01 p.m.

How to make a jolyn chua

Ingredients: 1 part friendliness 1 part humour 5 parts ego

Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!