"Sex is dirrty..." -my lit tutor during lit class.

"Sex is dirrty..." -Estelle chan after lesson as she grabbed my butt.

liberated on Wednesday, January 7, 2004 at 09:30 p.m.

its time to take anger management courses! bitchy teacher pissed me off today and i continued to rant at her for a little too long :( :p zh es and serene had to fan me with history notes and tell me to "Cool down, cool down". thanks guys... almost overheated there.

junior watching must be everyones (every j2's) favourite pasttime.. the blatant google-eyed gawking is quite hilarious, i say this both as an active participant and as a spectator of other gawkers :) as of now, hwachong only has 2 cute guys. or was it 3. anyway its damn pathetic larh! what happened to my plan of having cute little juniors??

liberated on Monday, January 5, 2004 at 10:45 p.m.

backlog of work! its awful. have yet to check out my juniors, hope theyre not too weird... ;) anyway, i cant find my math tutorial.. am soo tempted not to do it. ahh nap time.

liberated on Sunday, January 4, 2004 at 01:24 p.m.

hi again, i know this pg looks a little bit funny. but too sian to fix it larh, so too bad :) its e content tt matters anyway- right?

liberated on Thursday, January 1, 2004 at 06:47 p.m.

hey hey guys! yesterdays class party was perfect-o. :) some parts are better left undiscussed here, but it was really great seeing everyone again. boo to those who couldnt make it, u really missed out on something. hope engsiang likes his present too :) k k see u guys tmr.

btw hope u know by now tt JT has been transferred... wonder what e new discipline tcher will be like. hopefully e post will be left vacant eh? :p

liberated on Thursday, January 1, 2004 at 04:42 p.m.

training camp

so many things are all in e mind.. i woke up thinking "oh f***, im so gonna faint or vomit or end up in e hospital today..." but hey! i did neither of e above. and i did well cos i know ive improved. quite satisfying, but i'd better reserve e self-congratulatory remarks for 3.31pm on wed. pray for me everyone!

this is a public service announcement.to the humans ppl of hwachong, please do not do any of your holiday hw. this includes reading up for econs or hist or any of that stuff. especially do NOT do your othello essay. we can do all that when school really opens... even better, we can boycott all of it! united we stand divided we fall.

p/s:i hate it when ppl take me for a fool. so dont ever screw w me man...

liberated on Monday, December 29, 2003 at 07:12 p.m.

one day...

i will make the links here work

i will find a less gloomy template

i will start work

i will cook dinner for my family

i will not overspend


oh yes, i got myself new specs. bet u guys will laugh your heads off when u see me wearing them once in a while...

liberated on Tuesday, December 23, 2003 at 04:30 p.m.

hello... my dear faithful readers, (i wonder who still comes here) jo is in a sorry state. this is a result of 5 hours of training... *sobs*.. i am such a wimp i couldnt take it. have a nice flower on my knuckle/hand. one painful ankle. and too many bruises and abrasions to list.. i bet when i wake up it will be worse.. :( :)

anyway, we gonna have a booze party at serene's place! before 2004 starts cos by then we'd be 18 and there wld be no kick at all. :) :) interested, pls contact me. thanks.

liberated on Saturday, December 20, 2003 at 10:12 p.m.

of juniors (just one)

had this sec 1 girl whom i train with asking me questions abt rgs. she knows i was from there ya..

"jolyn, can i ask you a question?"

me: (too shacked from trg to give a damn) "yah wat"

"is it true that rgs girls are very proud?"

me: (what an inane question deserving an inane answer!) of course some are lah.. but obviously not all.


u get the idea lah... makes me wonder if its an age gap thing or if she is jus dreadfully stupid. sorry.. but its true. worst yet- according to lixin she might have a crush on me. one more reason to pon training!~

liberated on Sunday, December 14, 2003 at 04:59 p.m.

what's a girl to do?

his absence nags at me all the time ive got to pre-occupy myself with something else...

liberated on Thursday, December 11, 2003 at 10:02 p.m.

Spent an entire day playing with kids today at Fei Yue.. they kept calling me jolin cai yi ling and demanded that i sing her songs... haha.. as if i even knew what these songs are. it was sweet anyway, having little ppl compete for your attention and trying to beat you at a crossword puzzle.


oh and did i mention that love actually is a great great great show? its my fav movie of e yr, right next to the hours. go watch it w a loved one :)

liberated on Tuesday, December 9, 2003 at 07:17 p.m.

dinner

just had to blog abt last nite's class dinner... never thought i would take up the initiative to organise another class thing again, but im quite glad i did cos it turned out pretty well.

let's see.. went to clarke quay to meet, decided it was too pricey, went to boat quay to eat at this italian place.. think it was called al dente's? riverside dining is truly a different experience. after that we walked to the esplanade and had ice cream! quite decadent and stuff on hindsight.. but tts why its my kinda thing. was great jus catching up with each other and pretending 2b older than we really were (dont deny it la guys).

today is my last official day at work! tmr jus going down to sentosa for the asia media festival.. looksee a little and slack. no regrets abt TAG overall, jus which i had more time for some ppl in e last two weeks.

liberated on Thursday, December 4, 2003 at 04:18 p.m.

Hey everyone, I watched three girls get on the reverse bungee yesterday.. it was quite cool… they didn’t scream thhhhat much, all things considered :) work attachment is ending this Friday! But until then, I’ve got a lot of things to rush out.. bye bye shall quit slacking..

liberated on Wednesday, December 3, 2003 at 09:41 a.m.

whinewhinewhine

if she decides there's something wrong or inferior about my report i'll just cry...

im on page 15 and only halfway through! and its due by today.. i dont want to OT anymore... *Whines*

really ought to get paid. shall mention it to e damn school when im giving feedback :p

liberated on Friday, November 28, 2003 at 12:13 p.m.

have jus found out that clarissa's dad works in the office opposite my desk! what a teeny tiny world. saw him at a meeting on monday and found him very familiar... :p

suffering from a bad case of PMS.. want to bite off ppl's heads and/or go home to sleep... *big sigh* really wanted to see someone today but turns out i cant.. kind of makes it worse know what i mean? :/

liberated on Thursday, November 27, 2003 at 01:38 p.m.

have jus found out that clarissa's dad works in the office opposite my desk! what a teeny tiny world. saw him at a meeting on monday and found him very familiar... :p

suffering from a bad case of PMS.. want to bite off ppl's heads and/or go home to sleep... *big sigh* really wanted to see someone today but turns out i cant.. kind of makes it worse know what i mean? :/

liberated on Thursday, November 27, 2003 at 01:38 p.m.

have jus found out that clarissa's dad works in the office opposite my desk! what a teeny tiny world. saw him at a meeting on monday and found him very familiar... :p

suffering from a bad case of PMS.. want to bite off ppl's heads and/or go home to sleep... *big sigh* really wanted to see someone today but turns out i cant.. kind of makes it worse know what i mean? :/

liberated on Thursday, November 27, 2003 at 01:38 p.m.

have jus found out that clarissa's dad works in the office opposite my desk! what a teeny tiny world. saw him at a meeting on monday and found him very familiar... :p

suffering from a bad case of PMS.. want to bite off ppl's heads and/or go home to sleep... *big sigh* really wanted to see someone today but turns out i cant.. kind of makes it worse know what i mean? :/

liberated on Thursday, November 27, 2003 at 01:38 p.m.

work!

the second hour of my first day at my job attachment and im sitting here blogging away... :) my supervisor is busy with meetings so im kinda left with nothing to do for now. seriously hope they'll give me some work which i can handle cos i'd hate to rot away these two weeks. ok time to get busy, or at least try to look it...


oh yah whoever wants to meet up for a meal, my workplace is at hill street- u know the multi-colour restored building near funan? apparently the new bungee jump is there... :)

liberated on Monday, November 24, 2003 at 10:07 a.m.

hello, just got back from the weeklong CAP. must say that going back as a participant the second time round is truly a very different experience. the kids seemed so much younger, and i felt disinclined to talk to most of them save a few. as per normal, i found a couple of teachers and sec school kids very annoying and developed a natural aversion to them by the first day. let see.. there were the loudmouths, the rude ones, the weird ones and the gay ones. well ok the gay ones weren't that bad but the testosterone level as a whole wasnt very high throughout the camp. (and there was no eye candy too.)


hung out with esther, lynn and fuzz most of the time, being in the same performance workshop and all- dance! got to know lynn and esther that much better, and for that alone, i think CAP has been worth it. with fuzz... well i think we already know each other pretty well dont we? :)


hope to go back as councillor next year, but i'll leave that to fate and chance la. am feeling pretty exhausted so i'll stop and watch the rugby match.. ciao.

liberated on Saturday, November 22, 2003 at 06:02 p.m.

whee. i feel like talking. too bad that doesnt mean i feel like blogging..

liberated on Sunday, November 9, 2003 at 03:14 p.m.

love e days of hanging out in a pool w friends, doing nothing in particular, with nothing much on my mind. too bad there was minimal sunshine. trying to pull off wei wei's shorts was very entertaining anyway... "i kill you!" reminiscent of sheryl, whom i look forward to making fun of tmr. e beach indeed ;) my motivations in life are very sad.


kundera's novels are pretty much bullshit if u like to follow a solid plot in ur book... but if ure into lyrical verse: every once in a while, you will stumble upon a gem in his works. he has that lovely gift of describing a particular feeling or sensation so perfectly- he nails it on its head- and u are overwhelmed in tt fleeting moment when e written word tugs at ur heartstrings w e grand, grand realisation of empathy. good literature gets me breathless.

liberated on Monday, November 3, 2003 at 10:34 p.m.

ahuh..

"Woman is the future of man. That means that the world which was once formed in man's image will now be transformed to the image of woman. The more technical and mechanical, cold and metallic it becomes, the more it will need the kind of warmth that only the woman can give it. If we want to save the world, we must adapt to the woman, let ourselves be led by the woman, let ourselves be penetrated by the Ewigweiblich, the eternally feminine!"


"We don't know when our name came into being or how some distant ancestor acquired it. We don't understand our name at all, we don't know its history and yet we bear it with exalted fidelity, we merge with it, we like it, we are ridiculously proud of it as if we had thought it up ourselves in a moment of brilliant inspiration."


"High culture is nothing but a child of that European perversion called history, the obsession we have with going forward, with considering the sequence of generations a relay race in which everyone surpasses his predecessor, only to be surpassed by his successor. Without this relay race called history there would be no European art and what characterizes it: a longing for originality, a longing for change. Robespierre, Napoleon, Beethoven, Stalin, Picasso, they're all runners in the relay race, they all belong to the same stadium."


- Milan Kundera

liberated on Monday, November 3, 2003 at 10:18 p.m.

oh no ive been horribly lied abt and defamed on my friends' blogs!! even poledancer-chucky-chew has joined in e "lets attack innocent defenceless jo campaign"- its a class conspiracy i tell ya!!

anyways have been hearing rumours abt one of my classmates.. really bugs me, wish i hadnt heard it cos im already pretty annoyed w him/her. sigh. if this were a private blog i wld go on more explicitly but... sigh.

got e job attachment i wanted, going with herng jer who will doubtlessly provide gd company for me. happy :)now if only i would do well on my SATs this sat.. (hoho.. pun)

anyone has ideas for what genre i should do for lit S? was thinking hard. but still have no preference..

liberated on Thursday, October 30, 2003 at 09:42 p.m.

oh no! getting back my papers tmr.. i think all of them, but then again some tutors may choose to slack off and take their time. have already planned retail therapy after school to keep myself sane. good luck everybuddy

liberated on Sunday, October 26, 2003 at 09:11 p.m.

hmm my friend's blog has sparked off some thoughts... would i want to send my daughter to RG? i honestly havent thought abt that before. guess the answer is yes, if she can make it on her own. i must be a big naive idiot but i tend 2b contented w where i am, no matter where i go... e choices i make are less than perfect, but i always leave feeling that it was a good decision after all. i dunno, ive only ever loved all e schools ive attended. sure, the raffles elitist thing exists. but it really does shape u into being an achiever, or at least having e mindset of one. on e negative side that translates to being over-competitive, but heck. it's always what u make of it, isnt it?

liberated on Thursday, October 2, 2003 at 09:05 p.m.

today was e first day i studied seriously~! and it was also e first time i got a bad cold in a long long while. i think its a sign that im not meant to mug after all!!! anyways, i look forward to school tmr. what, are you crazy? yeah i think i must be, cos e rush of lessons crammed into your head and e rowdiness of my class give me e impetus to mug mug mug and forget abt everything else.

liberated on Sunday, September 14, 2003 at 09:45 p.m.

please lah..

it's so not me to post my poems on this blog :) besides... WHAT poems? havent written a single thing of that sort since forever. the creative juices have stopped flowing altogether and i think ive lost whatever knack i had for it...

i hate it when ppl use underhanded means and i have to pay for it. got a bashed ear, got sat on, blahdeblah no wonder nobody wants to train with her.. bahh i feel grumpy >:/

liberated on Thursday, September 4, 2003 at 10:35 p.m.

why does it always rain on me?

Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
It's so cold
I can't sleep tonight
Everybody saying everything's alright
Still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning

liberated on Sunday, August 31, 2003 at 10:04 p.m.

When you sell a man a book you don't sell him just twelve ounces of paper and ink and glue--you sell him a whole new life. -- Christopher Darlington Morley

liberated on Wednesday, August 27, 2003 at 10:12 p.m.

went back to RG for speech day yest... thought i wld be immune to e reminiscing by now, but nope! i wasnt. this may sound oh-so-corny, but RG really has shaped me as a person in so many ways. had i gone to nanyang i wld have turned out very very differently, no doubt abt it. i was really moved when we sang e school song for e last time in our hall, and i figured e other jc recipients must have felt e same.


lynette was seated with me too, and trust me it was jus like old times- as if a day hadnt passed since i had last seen her in our ridiculous purple classroom. (speaking of which, did e poor juniors have to repaint it? :p ) i guess good friends dont ever lose that connection. while we did get malu-ed by that bitch of a CCA teacher in e morning, at least neither of us will ever become a teacher as loserly and aunty-like as her. (ouch!)


in e evening i ran across kairen at e lrt station... what a pleasant surprise. e poor guy looked really thin and funny without his hair, kinda reminded me of my uncle who died of cancer- as i told him very seriously. anyways, running into old friends and catching up has always been lovely.

liberated on Sunday, August 24, 2003 at 08:27 p.m.

i love staying back in school... ran a little, did some work, talked to weixiang, watched e sunset, watched e girls and guys football teams train. lovely evening.

registered for SATs today. what a lot of paperwork. anyway i asked them to send my results to NUS/NTU, Amherst College, Harvard and UPenn. I think im dreaming lah... this time next yr i will prob look back at this and laugh my head off at my wishfulness and youthful naivete.

speaking of which, think its time i wake up and start hitting e books faithfully. since coming to hc, ppl have had much higher expectations of me then anyone ever did back in rg. they seem to think i get e grades regardless of whether i study or not... and to tell e truth, i dont even know if tts true. i mean how wld i know if im working hard or not. does tt even matter? so muddled up.. so headache-inducing. sigh. bye.



liberated on Monday, August 18, 2003 at 09:23 p.m.

project work sucks... really. thank goodness ive got hilarious group members.

liberated on Sunday, August 17, 2003 at 03:00 p.m.

i want to be a PSC scholar! oh dream on jo.

liberated on Sunday, August 10, 2003 at 10:31 p.m.

sense and sensibility

"If you stumble at mere believability, what are you living for? Isn't love hard to believe?"


"Mr Patel-"


"Don't you bully me with your politeness! Love is hard to believe, ask any lover. Life is hard to believe, ask any scientist. God is hard to believe, ask any believer. What is your problem with hard to believe?"


"We're just being reasonable."


"So am I! I applied my reason at every moment. Reason is excellent for getting food, clothing and shelter. Reason is the very best tool kit. Nothing beats reason for keeping tigers away. But be excessively reasonable and you risk throwing out the universe with the bathwater."


someone just called me a brick wall and said i was way too pragmatic and couldnt console ppl at all. so am i throwing out the universe with the bathwater?


maybe this person jus doesnt know me as well as he thinks. who are u to call me a brick wall when i spend a good part of my time listening to you and trying my best to be a good friend? save your sorries cos the picture of you in my mind is somewhat shattered.

liberated on Saturday, August 9, 2003 at 08:50 p.m.

quite/very/extremely- u quantify ur life. how much are u gonna make of it today?

hmm hmm. food for thought from petrina's blog. struck a chord in me:


suddenly a15 has come to realise the fact that our class thrives on irritating one another, read: weixiang vs the rest of the world, eng siang vs chengwei n sheryl, zhuang hui n his cock theories, every1 else hu gets a rush n a high n an evil grin to add in her 2 cents worth of snide remarks to make the victim want to smash her whirling head onto the lt5 benches. its our way of connection i guess, albeit a bit more sadistic n radical than usual. we like it (??) n relish it, even the victim derives sick pleasure from hearing it, astutely noted by some1. but i'm tinking, does the WHOLE class fit into this mould?


probably the whole class doesnt fit into this mould. but most ppl who DO get teased do. i cant speak for the rest, so ill speak for myself. im one of those who always gets suanned and diaoed. most of it is my fault, admittedly. im e one always suanning and diaoing others to begin with. but yes, there comes a point where it is too much. and i guess that point is different for everyone of us. so until we all know each other better, until we are all in tune with one another, ppl will continue to get upset and irked at times. its unavoidable right? but lets not overestimate the problem, cos it really isnt that bad.

so anyway, i think i forgot to mention that we got 5 out of 6 cups. the C div guys let us down and conceded to RI. oh well. ive jus picked up on drop throws. it seems to work for me cos i need the extra power from dropping, but my knees are really gonna hafta pay for it. i randori-ed with siying, it was really really fun. i dont know why but she makes a very good partner for me. maybe next time ill get wanling. dun mind being thrown around a little cos i need e experience. bet no one knows what im talking abt, save maybe lixin :)

was uptight over the past few days. maybe it was the weather. maybe its the PMS. maybe it's just me... anyway ive really gotta learn how to keep a lid on that temper of mine. love you guys no matter what :)

liberated on Sunday, August 3, 2003 at 04:36 p.m.

hello it's been a while. judo finals are on tmr, im quite happy and excited abt it. i really hope we get 6 cups and win all our matches. trash e hell out of rj...:)

why does JT keep visiting my blog?? OH NO! stop signing off as JT u idiots.. u think my deepest darkest fear is that she will give me CS? well... ure so wrong! ;p

liberated on Sunday, July 27, 2003 at 08:59 p.m.

jus realised i really feel like blogging today!

may i wax lyrical abt mr burge? do u know he's my favourite tutor? well he rox... e only reason why i wanna do lit S. even though i may get a bare Pass for it! it dont matter cos i love lit!! :) he knows his stuff inside out, outside in... really loves words. i love words too. plus he's genuinely nice. truly divine. :)

jus like mr chai, who touches me w how down to earth his teaching is. he strikes up great rapport (haha rapPORT) w A15... and it'll be a real waste to see him go at e end of e yr. i know a few of us are definitely working on our math purely for his sake. cos he has faith in us, so we jus cant let him down, u know what i mean? sigghh. im not one to like teachers generally (dont know why myself), but this yr has found me being blessed w two such gd teachers.

liberated on Wednesday, July 23, 2003 at 10:37 p.m.

academics. (yawn)

have been thinking quite a bit about e nature of my subjects recently. since i cant (shouldnt) bitch on my blog anymore, due to e alarming rate at which ppl link me, i'll muse abt safe academic stuff for now. (whats e pt of blogging if u cant bitch but anyway.)

abt math. basically practice on a regular basis, and go do e paper with a clear calm mind. did surprisingly well for math this time round so im not sure what i did right.. but anyway it'd better not be a one-hit-wonder kinda thing :)

G.P. either u CMI or u cannot... if u mug e tys for G.P., i really have nothing to say to u.

(struggles to rmb her remaining subjects...)

lit. i think u can still get by on style, much like in sec school. got e main ideas in ur head and tts basically all u need. was disillusioned by it today, cos i did good for a paper i deserved to flunk. like wth. effort and results have an inverse relationship i think. if i sound like im an arrogant ass, relax. when i get back e donne part of e paper (which i incidentally actually studied for) i will probably die a nasty death.

econs. i did my tys, but e grades seem to dropping steadily. maybe its cos im finding e topics increasingly boring? maybe its cos im lazy. or maybe its cos barnard diaos me in class so much it irks me. =P

last one.. history. hist befuddles me. i dont get it. have minimal interest in it, have no aptitude for it, generally couldnt give a shit abt it. hence i think i will get an E. and guess what i dont really care... what a bad attitude to have eh? kinda reminds me of my attitude towards HCL in sec4 but tts another story.

had lunch w my friend today, was pretty nice. laughed a lot, whats new. then i bummed into assorted ppl like sheryl chris pet chengwei. and then louisa and mark. and then lydia and magdalen. how fun huh. i miss blogging, its like getting crap out of ur system. oh i hear guns going off. at least i think theyre guns.. for NDP lah, i dont mean tt i live in some gangsterish area though u might think so if u heard my noisy neighbours.

liberated on Wednesday, July 23, 2003 at 10:11 p.m.

Hwachong Gulag- taken by some classmate of mine



hi guys.. long time no see. i think arm wrestling is fun, esp w yihui cos we're evenly matched. i'm trying to figure out how to survive about 2 more weeks without any money at all! looks like i'll hafta resort to a life of crime soon. until i have smth better to say,...

liberated on Sunday, July 20, 2003 at 09:36 p.m.

hello hello.. suddenly things seem 2b going my way, kinda. i feel grateful - really hope this will last.

liberated on Thursday, July 17, 2003 at 10:50 p.m.

interviews again

wow wow wow.. faithful readers i am back. (bet no one reads this anymore) anyway, whats there to say? i cant think of anyting much. let me tell u abt my college scholarship interview. shows u the extent of my stupidity, not tt most of u dun already know it...


questions answered wrongly by jo:

1. prime minister of israel? - "barak". right. he was the previous one lah.

2. which party does tony blair belong to? - "conservatives". Labour party lah.. dunno what i was thinking.

3. who is the chancellor of germany? - "*laughs* i dont know." its SCHROEDER! im dumb.

but i thought i answered this qn quite well: name three countries who did not support the iraq war. "france, germany.... *pauses and grins* switzerland!"

liberated on Monday, July 14, 2003 at 08:15 p.m.

am back

hallo everybuddy, im at jeans house now. should be mugging for history my last paper. but its only a 45 mins test!! and i hafta mug how much stuff for one pathetic essay!! so i feel like giving up. and maybe i shall :) i dun wanna do hist S paper anyway.

e past few days hwachong has been like a ghost town. after the papers everyone zaos home and i'll be one of the few left cramming in class. at least the whole thing is coming to an end soon.. one more day, and life goes back to normal.

hmm let me tell u abt jeans house. it has three comps in one study. how cool right! :) i would love to have a study like that, then no need to fight for comps with my parents. her mum is really nice, keeps wanting to feed me. and we jus watched cow and chicken. the episode was something abt the ugliest weenie (thats a sausage btw) and abt chicken building a submarine. quite funny seeing dancing sausages and a little wooden submarine...

heard the chinese paper was a killer. well whaddya expect its hc right?? haha.. and the comprehension was something about a horse, except it's not really a horse cos it was placed in inverted commas. some classmates walked out abt 1/2 an hr before the end of the paper cos they were jus too sianed... theyre doomed for 7 blocks of chinese a wk!! muahahaha...

liberated on Thursday, July 3, 2003 at 05:41 p.m.

i wanna watch far from heaven. hands up those of u who like julianne moore! she wowed me over in the hours... like totally. good luck w the mugging everybuddy.. and im glad the OBSers are back to wreak havoc.

liberated on Friday, June 27, 2003 at 02:23 p.m.

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liberated on Wednesday, June 25, 2003 at 04:30 p.m.

reading my friends blog, ive realised that some of us never stop wondering what might have happened if we hadnt switched over to the other side. and honestly im one of them. everytime i walk into rj i think abt what my life would have been like over there and that really sucks. dont tell me to live with it and not regret my choice, cos yes, i AM living with it and not regretting for the most part. but i always feel like a part of me is still left over in that school which i will never study in. how strange...

liberated on Tuesday, June 24, 2003 at 04:53 p.m.

byebye

hi i anticipate dying over the coming 3 days so i thought i'd better leave a last note before i really go :( :P

the reason for my pending death? training camp. its a day camp, not residential so its not even gonna be fun... and we'll be cramming in 3 wks worth of training in 3 days according to my coach. so jo is not jus gonna die, she is gonna die over and over and over again... in retrospect i should have jus gone for OBS cos it woulda been less tough!! argh!! regret is written all over my face.

liberated on Sunday, June 22, 2003 at 11:59 a.m.

rambling roses

i want to read a book! u know how it is when your mouth is itchy and u jus feel like chewing something (i experience that 99% of the time) regardless of whether youre hungry? i liken reading to that! though there are a million other things to be done, my hands jus feel like flipping a page and reading something interesting. then i'll read the next few days away and forget abt everything except the world my book takes me to. too bad, ive finished the books at home and theres no moneyz in the walletz to go book shopping. if you love me, contribute to the buy-jo-a-nice-novel fund. (there are many such buy-jo-a-XYZobject funds around but this one is especially special and worth it!) dont get me a book cos u probably dont know what i like to read, ie what is worth reading. bah who am i kidding- no one out there is nice enough to do that.


so anyway, today i finished revising the section which will get me through MCQ for my econs paper. wooohoo!! i havent touched the essay or case study bits. im SO good at studying totally useless things! like, just yesterday, i was doing a math tutorial which wasnt gonna be tested at all! and like, the day before, i researched 3 pages worth of stuff which will be shrunk down to a paragraph in the final paper for HSSRP! alright! way to go. so much for smart-studying.


do u know why training is fun? cos i get to throw ppl and get thrown. and be totally bruised the next day and nurse a big bump on my semi-concussioned head. if that sounds S&M to ya, (everyone says that) well HAHA thats jus the way the sport is. as my senior said to me, "judo is the reason why i have the psychotic look in my eyes". i think im getting a hang of what he means cos after a while, u start to think youre invincible and see throwing ppl as a means of getting your way. ok maybe thats jus me, and maybe that has nothing to do with judo. but yeah, judo makes the perfect excuse.


i like the infamous criminal quiz. there are a whole range of criminals for u to choose from!

Which flock do you follow?
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Do you cluck or do you roar?
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Which Decade Are You Stuck In?
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people

will do a tribute entry today for fun. dont be offended if i dont mention you cos im jus thinking of names off the top of my head.


1. mum- love/hate

2. emily- still da best friend,second home

3. ivan- of being defeated, of cheating, and whatever else. i let you!

4. amos- zhi xin peng you

5. yun- bitching and bridging

6. darryl- low blow! choc bunnies.

7. alex- didi who's vainer than me and u know it

8. khoonliat- stupid hc face, class partner for sniggering

9. weixiang- twin who's always there

10. jean- sensible and suannable

11. estelle- lesbian antics

12. engsiang- of height and hands (doesnt tt sound naughty)

13. da ge- tagging senselessly

14. lixin- we dun need 2b 70kg to rrrock

15. chew- wild boars! and pakistani curry

16. huixin- finding the space to love

17. chris- the best person a girl could ever work with

18. shengrong- posing at bus stops. sight-seeing at KAP

liberated on Thursday, June 19, 2003 at 07:24 p.m.

why must i have a title

can summarise today's happenings in a word: sleep. not that i stayed home to nap (i wish), but my day went something like this:

woke up too late to eat breakfast w classmates. went to school straight. saw them off. was supposed to study for an hour or so at the library, but fell asleep halfway. went for a movie. went to UCC to do work and wait for my mentor to arrive. fell asleep again. oh and all the travelling bits in between? u bet i was snoozing.

am i sad or am i sad? im talking the real knocked-out kind of sleep, each time i wake up i get so disoriented and i wonder where the hell i am.

poof. i miss my class! and now i shall go sleep on a real bed, something i should have been doing all day.

liberated on Wednesday, June 18, 2003 at 05:19 p.m.

probably too siao

i will never be a kindergarten teacher. or a primary sch teacher for that matter. or a teacher at a childcare centre! cos kids, adorable and cute and cuddly as they are, are damnnnn noisy.. and i just cant handle them.


have spent the past two days at something like a childcare centre, doing comm serv with interact. so anyway, there are about 60 kids crammed in a place as large as a 5 room flat. can u imagine the magnitude of the chaos? i swear i can still hear buzzing noises in my ears 2 hours after i left the place. and my throat is so sore from screaming "bu yao wan lah ni!" and "ni zou hen man leh!" and *sigh*.. u get the idea. it's not that im being a mean bitch to little kids, it's jus that you really have to be fierce or u can forget abt doing anything w them.


tmr: going to see my classmates off for their 9 day obs course. waking up at 630 jus to eat breakfast w them!!! im either too nice or too siao or both. bleah.



liberated on Tuesday, June 17, 2003 at 08:24 p.m.

Prank calls Bart makes to Moe's pub.. and Moe's responses

Phone call for Al...Al Coholic...is there an Al Coholic here?


Oliver Clothesoff! Call for Oliver Clothesoff!


Uh, is I.P. Freely here? Hey, everybody, I.P. Freely!


Uh, Jacques Strap! Hey guys, I'm looking for a Jacques Strap!


Hey, is there a Butz here? Seymour Butz? Hey, everybody, I wanna Seymour Butz!


Uh, Homer Sexual? Aw, come on, come on, one of you guys has gotta be Homer Sexual!

Homer says "Don't look at me!"

Oh, no...


Mike Rotch! Mike Rotch! Hey, has anybody seen Mike Rotch lately?


Uh, Amanda Huggenkiss? Hey, I'm looking for Amanda Huggenkiss! Ah, why can't I find Amanda Huggenkiss?

Barney says "Maybe your standards are too high!"


Ivana Tinkle? Ivana Tinkle? All right, everybody, put down your glasses, Ivana Tinkle!



liberated on Monday, June 16, 2003 at 09:31 p.m.

Blackboard Openings from the simpsons

I will not waste chalk

I will not skateboard in the halls

I will not burp in class

I will not instigate revolution

I will not draw naked ladies in class

I did not see Elvis

I will not call my teacher "Hot Cakes"

Garlic gum is not funny

They are laughing at me, not with me

I will not yell "Fire" in a crowded classroom

I will not encourage others to fly

I will not fake my way through life

Tar is not a plaything

I will not Xerox my butt

I will not do that thing with my tongue

I will not drive the principal's car

I will not pledge allegiance to Bart

I will not sell school property

I will not cut corners

It actually looks like this:

I WILL NOT CUT CORNERS

" " " " " "

" " " " " "

I saw nothing unusual in the teacher's lounge

I will not conduct my own fire drills

Funny noises are not funny

I will not spin the turtle

I will not snap bras

I will not fake seizures

This punishment is not boring and pointless

My name is not Dr. Death


Hahahaha... this is what i do for my Project Work research :)

liberated on Monday, June 16, 2003 at 11:50 a.m.

saturdayyy

i believe it is time to start fretting about studying. but logic and plain ol laziness jus dont go hand in hand. sigh. at least during term time u nvr get these bouts of guiltiness cos everyone jus slacks.

my two good friends are/will be going overseas, wonder how bored i can get without seeing or talking to either one of them. hope they come back soon in one piece.


hmm got nice judo photo. its damn pro and a really beautiful throw :)




will you be the one that keeps the wonder in my eyes?

liberated on Saturday, June 14, 2003 at 08:10 p.m.

daze of our lives

i think the best days are when u go totally wu liao and do absolutely nothing productive all day. its what a true holiday is.. as a friend of mine remarked recently.

another good way is to spend a day with someone u dont know very extremely well. but someone u like nonetheless. jus getting to know them a little bit better- it's nice... i feel happy today, though if u were in my shoes u might wonder why :)

liberated on Friday, June 13, 2003 at 05:20 p.m.

bitch... perverts..

whoa i jus realised how bad a bitch i can be. if ppl irritate me when im in a bad mood i will jus scold them and then ignore them.. its like i get possessed and dont watch the words coming out of my mouth. very bad. inevitably it ends up w the person getting pissed at me... and then i will feel guilty and horrible and blog about it to get it out of my system :p so sorry to the person i pissed off today.

anyway i think bukit timah is a bad stretch, too many perverts hang out there and scare good schoolgirls like myself. listen up girls, im gonna give u some advice. might be the most useful thing ull ever hear from me.

1. overhead bridge b/n chinese high and nygh/nj: ppl hide in the bushes and look up girls' skirts. esp at night. dont walk at the sides, walk at the centre portion of the staircase.

2. coffeeshop at sixth ave: there's this guy who stares and (very likely) takes photos with his phone. im not kidding. take care of how u sit.

3. bus: if some guy leans on you, make a loud comment to malu him. youve got nothing to lose, dun be scared.

there.



Hey dude, you are the typical stoner kid. Put down
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Try the Yellow Pages --look up Rehab.

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liberated on Thursday, June 12, 2003 at 08:53 p.m.

i am too drained of emotions to think. the ball is in your court, and if you don't serve, the game is as good as over.

liberated on Tuesday, June 10, 2003 at 03:15 p.m.

the face of boredom

spent e whole of today doing admin work for my mum. i really ke lian ta sometimes.. she's been working her ass off the past few nights, the least i could do was help out today.

i wanna watch movies.. i wanna watch them until i go broke and die. who wants to watch movies with me? msg me...

when you read this you wont even know who you are: i think you are lying... u liar. ure lucky we're treading on dangerous ground or i would have exposed u by now.

i know some ppl hate it when i put up stupid quiz results here... but i dont care!! BLEAH!!


Cocaine. You like to talk, you like to run, but most of all you like to have fun.

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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud

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Green Eyes

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liberated on Sunday, June 8, 2003 at 09:37 p.m.

yah.

i am quite severely bashed up. todays trg was a killer.

i miss RG, its a lovely school. saw all the house banners, theyre quite nice. glad to know the tradition carries on.

after a while, the why has ceased to matter. tell me only how to love u better.

liberated on Saturday, June 7, 2003 at 03:34 p.m.

my tribute?

reading abt yourself in other ppls blogs.. its strange, it can be funny, it could even be annoying. today it really touched me.

Or simply, waiting at the balcony with Jo, my dear Xiaomei, while the tiredness of waiting translates itself into the basic human tear.

da ge, you have a gift with words, you compact the essence of the issue into a mere sentence. thats the one thing i admire the most abt you.

liberated on Friday, June 6, 2003 at 07:48 p.m.

count your blessings

hello hello... have i told u that sometimes i feel really blessed? it's not that everything in life is going my way.. i mean that hardly ever happens, but right now there are many things that i feel i should be thankful for.

for following my heart and doing humans. i question my decision abt the school sometimes but at the end of the day i love what im studying, i love the spacious school and it really has widened my social circle.

for my class and A14, i could nvr find a more supportive bunch of people. i dont know what ive done to deserve it. but they always notice when im down or tired and they somehow always find time to talk to me. pple like serene, weixiang, huixin, khoonliat, jean, james, lixin... im immensely grateful and i'll definitely return the love.

for being put through a difficult half year and being forced to grow up a little. its taken time and tears but ive learnt much from all the things that didnt go as i wanted them to. failing has been good for me.

ok i'll switch out of this mode. dont wanna bore ppl too much :) do i really have a very qian zou face? haha. im serious. i should do a poll. i think it works tremendously to my disadvantage... may even explain why i tend to screw up interviews and elections and stuff like that cos i dont give a good impression. darn. what to do? smile more? but what if i dont feel like smiling? im not miss smiley, i cant go around grinning all the time. well at least i dont look like a psycho terrorist like some ppl i can think of... haha.

oh the hols are here. time to get off my lazy ass and mug til i drop. will NOT fail my block tests no matter how the tutors try to downplay its importance... nvr trust those angmohs!!


RG ROXXX


Raffles Girls' School

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liberated on Friday, June 6, 2003 at 06:49 p.m.

what lah...

badminton this morning was more hilarious than normal... played with khoonliat against fuzzy and lynn. they thought they'd trash us... but we played pretty well, might even have won had we bothered to count score :) alas dont think i can ever beat serene. (chew>> u must be so happy reading this)

got a lot of things to get, but no time to go hunt for them. sucks. anyone wants to shop with me?

liberated on Tuesday, June 3, 2003 at 01:32 p.m.

bleahh

oh no i wonder what im doing sometimes. feels like i just boarded a sinking ship and am headed for... nowhere. oh no... eternal damnation.. am i being suitably vague?? ahh thats just what i intended. another time.. i still have math to do.

liberated on Monday, June 2, 2003 at 09:17 p.m.

this site looks best on IE6

hmm i dont know how to make my page look ok on netscape.. cos tada! i dont have netscape. and im too lazy.

fwah. so drained i feel like stoning today away.. cept mr chai wouldnt be too happy since ive already ponned his lectures for e past wk. i hate math...

i think yesterdays audience was quite stupid. (i say this knowing that many many friends were there :p) they didnt get many of the cheemer jokes, seemed to laugh only at the slapstick and even at weird places where u werent spposed to laugh!! darryl and i were sniggering away during the second act cos of that.. haha.. sorry all.

liberated on Sunday, June 1, 2003 at 12:37 p.m.

helloo

it's been ages since ive last posted, how has life been? LD has made my past days a colourful swirl, and i havent regretted a single day spent helping out w e production. only thing is zhuanghui is down with something, and i dont know how serious that something is... jus praying he wont have to be warded. and that the last show will go on tonight. otherwise.. otherwise i dont know what will happen.

trg was tough, lixin and i trained with e seniors. they slam ppl damn hard, but as usual they were super encouraging towards us so i tried to slam them hard too :)poked myself in the throat again... man it hurts.

shan, it was great to see you and talk to ya, no matter how short e time was. really glad to have you in HC! elections today were supppperrr malu-ating btw. but im so glad it's over. now i'll jus leave it to fate.

k k im gonna take a nap now... then i'll leave for chinese high again.

liberated on Saturday, May 31, 2003 at 02:52 p.m.

still angry

i have decided that i will not give a shit about anyone who does not give me e respect i deserve, who cannot be bothered about me, who dismisses my effort as nothing.

in other words, screw everyone if they choose to treat me as less than they should. i deserve better and i will not answer to you.

liberated on Sunday, May 25, 2003 at 12:25 p.m.

slamming

heard that e interact exco nominees got scolded by e current exco yesterday. something bout how we were disorganised and slacking.. well i wasnt there to hear it cos i left early for judo. the point is, it's seriously unfair! im very upset.

we're already slogging like shit to run stupid bohliao things. things which everyone knows are the exco's responsibilities, things which they've smartly pushed to us to handle. im juggling two projects now, as are many of us, and it really is the pits since we're doing our best but still end up being labelled as slackers. ive got a clean conscience, and i know all of us have NOT been slacking.

look at e way they're running interact right now. there are absolutely no projects, no nothing being organised for the normal club members. cos of the SARS thing, they say. thats bullshit. you cant blame everything on SARS. for eg, J2s have not been doing comm serv since the beginning of this yr! that's like 5 months of inactivity. and no way to run a CCA.

to top it all off, they expect us to put up a 5 minute item for the elections this sat. for what purpose??? must i sing well to serve my community with a heart? im no circus monkey and i dont see any rationale behind it. feel like withdrawing from running. e whole thing just makes me sick. miserable PEARLs points are not worth this. :(

liberated on Sunday, May 25, 2003 at 12:06 p.m.